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Wednesday, 30 April 2008
 

We made it.

[I wrote this shortly after midnight this morning then for some reason saved it as a draft and forgot to publish it. I've re-dated it to reflect the time I wrote it, not the time it actually showed up on the site.]

Driving home from Evansville yesterday and sitting under my favorite red tree recovering from the trip, three words kept running through my mind. "We made it." After years of struggling, including some times I'm not sure I'd have survived without the kindness of some people who know me only through my blogging, we made it. I'll never be country club trophy wife rich but I have enough money in the bank and enough more on the way that I'd have to make some incredibly stupid mistakes to ever end up struggling to make ends meet. Not that I haven't made some incredibly stupid mistakes in the past, but I think I learned enough from them to avoid repeating them.

I called the Vincennes Social Security office before I hit the road yesterday morning. According to everything they were able to pull together after I called Monday they're convinced I still have about three times as much coming as the check I got Monday was for but they can't explain why I got a check for that amount and it may be a while before I know. My favorite theory for now is that the check I got Monday was sent to correct the Mar '03 vs. Mar '04 problem and I'll be getting a check for the rest of what they owe me sometime within the next month or so.

I still have a lot of thinking to do to decide how much of what I got Monday to spend, and on what, before I get the rest of my money. I have a crew coming later today to clean up that corner of the pasture we did the sloppy job on a couple of weeks ago but beyond that I haven't really made any firm decisions. For one thing I haven't talked to Chad for a couple of weeks and I don't know what's going on with the job in Texas he either is or isn't going to be leaving town for sometime. By the time he leaves here tomorrow I'll know more. I think I want to leave most of the remaining fence work for F4TR and his friend, then have some combination of Brad, Chad, Kyle and Taylor finish whatever doesn't get done that weekend later. In the mean time I may have Brad and Chad add some circuits and outlets to the house, remodel the bathroom, install that freeze-proof hydrant, and some other things like that. I also need to get my sister to make some phone calls to track down some information for me; I wasn't real good at that sort of thing even when my lungs were healthy and getting out of breath like I do doesn't help a bit. I need to get some top soil hauled in to have someone spread around in the low spots in the barnlot, I need to get a load of gravel hauled in to have someone use to fill low spots in the drive, we have gas lines that need replaced, Mom needs a decent hearing aid, etc, etc, but without price I can't even get started deciding what to do soon and what will have to wait for the rest of my Social Security back settlement.

Time for some more lawn chair time, then some sleep before Brad and Chad get here.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 30, 2008 at 12:27 AM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (1) | TrackBack


Tuesday, 29 April 2008
 

I may not get much done today ...

... except for going to see my doctor in Evansville and maybe doing a little shopping on the way home if I'm not running late. It's ridiculous to have to drive that far to get blood work done. (We've established that the changes they made four weeks ago have my blood pressure under control but I need to make sure they didn't bring back my hypokalemia.) That's supposed to change when they open the VA clinic in Vincennes in September and I may start getting some of my medical care locally even before then. Other than the distances involved I've been pretty much satisfied with the care I've gotten from the VA on most things but now that I have Medicare coverage I may decide it's no longer worth the bother of driving that far. As I understand it I'll be able to link up with a primary care physician in Vincennes but to see any sort of specialist I'll still have to drive to Evansville or Marion.

One area in which I'd have to say I'm not at all satisfied with the VA is eye care. The doc in Evansville thinks I need laser surgery to keep the bleeding inside my right eye from coming back again and the nearest VA facility where I can have it done is in downtown St. Louis. I definitely want to check into what Medicare will pay for closer to home before I mess with that. At least I have enough money now that if I do end up having it done in St Louis I can afford to spend the night before and the night after some-where closer. For now my eye's doing just fine but I know if I lift anything too heavy or push or pull too hard on anything I'll have problems again.

I need to turn in earlier than normal so I'm not so tired on the drive to and from Evansville.

***

I'm back from Evansville but pretty worn out. I'll have have things to say later but not right now.

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I don't know why it took till a half hour after my appointment time to even get to see a nurse, or why it took another hour and a half after that to finally leave the clinic with a bottle of pills (I expected that sort of thing in Dallas but Marion and Evansville are normally better than that.), but other than that and a traffic jam due to road construction on Hwy 41 (as in "Se Rock City on ...) I guess the trip went well. I have prescriptions for everything I should need for a while and the doctor doesn't see any need for me to come back till sometime in December. The medicine she started me on 4 weeks ago has my blood pressure down thirty points compared to what it's been for the last 4 years or so. My potassium's a little high, not low like I was afraid it might be, but not enough to worry about.

I decided on the way home to take my chances on not having anything done about my eye problem unless it comes back. With my blood pressure as much lower as it is I don't think it will unless I do something extremely stupid, and if it does past experience says it will be temporary.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 29, 2008 at 12:37 AM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Monday, 28 April 2008
 

Now WTF?

That's a nice enough check (5 digits before the decimal point) that we aren't exactly in danger of seeing the utilities turned off any time soon but it's less than a fourth of what I've been promised. A nice lady in the Vincennes Social Security office is looking into it and wants me to call her Wednesday (I have an appointment in Evansville tomorrow.)

My theory for now: When I got the letter from Social Security saying they'd received the judge's written opinion and would be sending me money I immediately called to ask why the effective date in the letter was March '04 when it said March '03 in the judge's opinion. The response I got the next day was "It's our mistake and we'll fix it." The amount of today's check would be just about right to cover the year in question. Is that really what's going on? I guess I'll know more Wednesday. I know they definitely owe me more than that -- the lady in Vincennes admitted it today -- but I hope getting it isn't going to turn into a big deal.

I need some time to adjust my plans in reaction to getting that check today. All along I've been expecting to get my last VA check Thursday and my first monthly SocSec check Friday, with a big check coming later in May and monthly Social Security checks from there out. The check I got today isn't nearly enough to do everything I have planned for my back settlement -- a newer car or two, adding a room to the house, etc -- but it's enough to get some things done I didn't expect to be able to do for another two or three weeks. It's probably just as well that the trip to Evansville will eat up a big part of tomorrow so I have some time to think before I start throwing money around.

I caught up with Brad on the phone a little bit ago and told him I'm ready for him and Chad to come back any time they can manage to be here after tomorrow. He thinks that will probably be Wednesday afternoon. I want to have them fix that northwest corner and maybe re-do the fence on the kennel side of the barnlot, then after that I'll probably put off any more fence work till Fight 4 The Right and his friend come in June. In the mean time I may or may not have Brad and Chad add some circuit breakers to our entry panel and some outlets at strategic locations throughout the house and maybe install that freeze-proof hydrant out by the barnlot for me. I also want to have them help me come up with a shopping list and haul some more things here from Vincennes for me; fence posts, gates, etc, maybe a picnic table and swingset, and probably some other things I haven't thought of yet. I need to go to Vincennes sometime between now and Friday night to pay off the payday loan I took out a couple of weeks ago and the one Mom took out about the time that check hit our mailbox, so maybe I can do some window shopping for swingsets etc while I'm there. If the Vincennes Wal-Mart doesn't have the swingset I want in stock I may go ahead and order one off their web site; I want one here for F4TR and his friend to put together when they come in early June so it's ready to play on when my grandson's here later in the month.

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Did I mention I was sitting outside under my favorite Red Maple when my sister handed me that check from Social Security? I'll probably end up spending a lot of time out there in the next few months.

It'll be a lot easier to make plans for the money I got today once I know for sure I'm not going to have to fight for the rest of what I have coming. I don't know why it took me till a few minutes ago to think about calling the lady in Vincennes on my cell phone after my appointment in Evansville tomorrow. If I can make calls from the back yard to the Living Room on it surely I can spare the minutes to do that.

I don't know when Chad's leaving for Texas, or even if he still is. If he's around long enough I want to have him and Brad install that freeze-proof hydrant, rewire the house for me, move the window in the hall bath a little north and a few inches down so Mom can see out it and put a combination air conditioner/heater in there for me. Getting a freeze-proof hydrant installed before next winter is absolutely essential but the other stuff's important too. If I can get an outdoor electrical outlet installed near the hydrant that would also be nice but not absolutely essential; I can break ice out of Sunshine's tub with a stick but I can't handle another winter of having to carry water from the bathroom in a bucket when the faucet in the garage freezes.

I guess my sister saw on my blog that I thought it might be nice to have some sort of little gazebo out in the garden and thinks it's a wonderful idea. We'll have to decide later exactly where to put it and how fancy to make it. A roof with room under it for a picnic table, at the very least. For now I'm thinking four corner posts supporting a peaked roof but I might decide later I want it fancier than that. We might also decide we need to duplicate it in the back yard near the swingset but I'll defer judgment on that till later as well; I might decide all we need out there is the existing shade trees.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 28, 2008 at 06:13 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack

Still sittin' around thinkin' (Updated)

Sitting out under that red tree, waiting for Mom to go to bed so I can, I realized how irritated I still am with the Social Security people. It should not have been 39 months from the time I first applied for benefits before I finally got a hearing with a judge and it shouldn't have taken over 6 months after the judge ruled in my favor to get my back settlement check. I first applied for benefits in August of '04, they turned me down, my lawyer and I filed a formal "Request for Reconsideration," they rejected it, we asked for a hearing with an Administrative Law Judge and finally got one 8 Nov '07. If nothing else goes wrong I'll finally get my check sometime in May of '08, over 6 months after the hearing and nearly 4 years after I first applied for benefits. There is definitely something wrong with a system that moves that slowly. My military service during the Viet Nam war qualified me for a VA pension that kept me from going completely under but if not for that pension I'd probably have decided to collect on my life insurance way before last November. At least I finally do have my SSI money in hand (and almost gone), a promise I'll have monthly checks by the 3rd of every month from now on, and a promise that I'll have my back settlement within the next month or so.

I've been arguing with myself about how to handle the boundary between the two pastures for days and sitting outside tonight I think I decided to go back to my original plan from last winter. The fence between the two pastures angles from southeast to northwest because that's the way I could maximize the size of the small pasture within the time and budget constraints I was working under last November. My intention at the time was to eventually have that fence torn down and re-run it straight west from where the southeast end of it is now, which would make the south pasture smaller and the north one bigger. Right now I think I'll go back to that plan and include a 12' gap in the fence that can be closed with two 6' gates (easier to get home than one 12' gate) hinged at opposite ends of the gap, which itself will be about 8' from the west fence. Among other things, that design leaves me with 3 good places for Sunshine's water tub so I can move it if the area around it starts getting muddy, or while I have some dirt spread to elevate the part of the barnlot where I expect it to spend most of it's time. The gates will spend most of their time open, folded back against the fence on either side of the gap, but we'll have the ability to restrict the horse to one field or the other when we need to.

F4TR, I just realized as I was typing that last paragraph that I think it makes sense to have you and Scottie move that fence for me before we do anything down at the east end of the field the weekend you come down. That way, as long as we get started soon enough to get done the same day, we can shut Sunshine in the little pasture while we tear down the existing east fence, which allows us to use the wire from that fence in the new one if we decide to. We'll still extend the north and south fences before we tear down the old east fence but being able to tear down the existing east fence before we build the new one will simplify things and save me money in the long run. -- I'll still plan on renting a pickup truck from Friday PM to Monday PM, or possibly Saturday AM to Tuesday AM, in case we realize I screwed up and we don't have enough material to do everything. Depending on when my back settlement check gets here I may have to wait till you and Scottie get here to go to Vincennes after some of what I plan on buying (I need to have some healthy help along), which is even more reason to want a truck here that weekend.

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Something else just soaked in while I was spending some more time under the red tree. When we got in a hurry because we were out of hay we left a pile of firewood east of where the east fence is now and west of where it will be eventually and I've been trying to think of some relatively easy way to get it to the garden where we can roast weenies over it eventually. If we redo that diagonal fence first, or at least tear down the existing one, I'll be able to drive a pickup truck through the garden and across the barnlot and pasture to just inside the existing east fence to take some fence posts that direction and bring the firewood back. Just a matter of doing things in the right order.

I let the horse con me last night and now he's trying again. Last night when I went out he was down on his belly with his front feet sort of under him and his back feet out to one side. Not an unusual position to see him in for a couple of minutes but he stayed that way long enough to get me concerned and I ended up taking him a little bit of corn and sweet feed to see if he'd get up and come after it, which he promptly did. Twice so far tonight he's been on his feet when I went out, only to lie down on his chest after I'd been there a few minutes. Hmmm, wonder what he's thinkin'. Not gonna fool me this time.

btw, about a quarter of a million people are going to see my name in print today. Too bad I can't charge 'em each a dime. -- Yes, I was the Bill Faith that submitted the question but since my brother in law says he prefers to grill over charcoal the answer isn't going to do me any good. We need a new grill soon anyway and I'm going to try to have a nice one here by the time F4TR and his friend come in June; if they're going to put in time doing things I'd have to pay to have done otherwise the least we can do is to treat them to a decent cookout. A decent grill will cost less than they're saving me.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 28, 2008 at 12:50 AM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Sunday, 27 April 2008
 

Noticing Spring at the Circle F

Having that horse out there has been good for me. After 3 and a half years of sitting around stewing about the situation his need for a new home got me off my butt and out of the house long enough to get the little pasture fenced in last fall, then his need for food and water made me at least get out of the house every day all winter.

I've been back in Illinois 4 years and about 3 weeks. Why is this year the first year I've paid attention to Spring, other than hoping it wouldn't warm up too soon? When the Maple tree out by the swingset leafed out red this spring it took me totally by surprise; it's gradually turning green, which is the only color I remember it being other than after the leaves started turning last fall. The two big walnut trees I've been worrying about aren't dead after all, they just leaf out later in the year than the other trees around here. What surprises will tomorrow bring?

I'm not sure whether it's due to the seed I had Kyle spread or just grass from last year finally working its way to the surface -- some of both I think -- but the little pasture is finally showing some signs of life. I guess I'll give it some time before I start investing in tillers and sprinklers and so on to try to get it going before winter. I shall get it back to normal before winter.

Not sure what got into Sunshine today; just Spring as far as I could tell. I was sitting in a lawn chair under that Red Maple when for no obvious reason he decided to spend about 5 minutes prancing and cantering up and down and back and forth across the new pasture. I wish I'd had my camera with me to try to get some video. I thought he was probably done after the first pass and just barely managed to call my sister (I make a lot of 100 ft phone calls) in time she could make it to a window before he got it out of his system.

I heard from my efriend Fight4TheRight this morning; he and one of his other efriends still plan on being here the first full weekend in June. Blamed fool still thinks building fence sound like fun. I should have my big back settlement check by the time he gets here but if I don't he's offered to loan me enough money so we can make productive use of the time he's here. If at all possible I want to get that northwest corner fixed soon but other than that I think I'll probably put off doing much of anything else on the fence till he's come and gone. Top priority while he's here will be getting a swingset put together for my grandson Ian to play on when he's here later in the month, then I'll sort of make it up as we go after that. We can move the fence at the east end of the pasture to its final location, repair the south end of the west fence (using rails cannibalized from farther north) and put new rails on the rest of it, increase the size of the opening between the two pastures and hang a gate across it, or just spend a lot of time sitting in the shade shooting the breeze. Whatever doesn't get done that weekend I'll have Kyle and Taylor, or Brad and Chad, or Kyle and Brad, or whoever I can interest in making a few bucks, do later.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 27, 2008 at 09:20 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Saturday, 26 April 2008
 

Boredom and impatience at the Circle F

I don't know why I'm so impatient about getting more done on the fence. If this year's like last year I have over 6 months left before the weather gets too bad to do anything else to it. As far as that goes, the only horse-related thing that absolutely has to be done before winter is getting a freeze-proof hydrant installed out by the barn lot. My sister still wants a barn, which I have serious doubts about Sunshine even using; I guess I'll have one built just to keep peace in the family. Mainly I think right now that northwest corner is just bugging the hell out of me; it's ugly. If Brad and Chad had come back two days after we let Sunshine out into the big field like I was expecting them to I'd have had them fix it then but the way things have worked out financially it's probably just as well they didn't. I'm still wondering what's going on there; I can't even get either one of them on the phone. It sounds like I can count on Kyle and Taylor to finish whatever I still want done on the fence but I was hoping to have Brad and Chad do some rewiring on the house, build the barn, install the freeze-proof hydrant etc. I can probably get Caleb and his crew to do most of that but I get along better with Brad and Chad. Worst case I'll hire a professional plumber to do the freeze-proof hydrant and forget the rest of the outdoor stuff.

I have a letter from Social Security saying I'll get my first monthly check on 2 May and check "on or about the 3rd" (I interpret that to mean I'll get them early if the 3rd's on a weekend) from then on, so why am I still nervous wondering if I'm really going to get a check next week? I guess things have been going wrong for so long I'm just afraid to let myself believe they're really going to start going right.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 26, 2008 at 08:36 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Friday, 25 April 2008
 

If I can just hold on one more week

[I'm fudging the date on this to show the approximate time I really wrote it. I shut my computer off because of the storm and forgot to change this from draft status to "Publish."]

With all the money I brought in in the last 25 days I'm having trouble understanding how we could be almost broke again, but we are. We're not in any danger of going hungry or without medicine or anything but I'm having to put of some work on the fence I'd really have liked to have done by now. I know a big part of it was utility bills; my sister's been stalling for time, paying the bare minimum she could on the gas and electric bills without anything getting shut off, for quite a while and this month they both insisted on getting bigger payments than they've been getting recently. Part of it was feeding my inner nerd; just under $300 to CompUSA, including a monitor that could have waited. I gave my 21 year old nephew the PC this one replaced a couple of months ago and promised him when I had any money at all I'd buy myself a new monitor and give him my old one. My old PC, and my old monitor, have been sitting on top of a dresser just outside his door for two weeks now waiting for him to move them into an appropriate spot in his room. If he doesn't move them before I get more money in early May I'm going to be a little upset with myself for not waiting to buy myself a nicer monitor. 

If I haven't been lied to about when I'll get my first Social Security check I'll get a VA check a week from yesterday and a Social Security check a week from today. (As soon as I actually have the Social Security check I'll get in touch with the VA and have my Veterans Pension stopped.) After seeing how quickly we went through money this month I'm probably going to be pretty tight-fisted with what I get next month until I have my big back-settlement check in hand or my sister gets her Stimulus check, whichever comes first.

Kyle called this morning and I told him if he and Taylor could be here on the 3rd I'd put them to work. He's going to try to get Chad to call me -- I haven't had much luck -- but for now I'm working under the assumption the only way I have to get fence posts and rails home from Vincennes is to rent a truck, which I won't do until I have more money in hand than I will be the 3rd. That means that for whatever fencing we do in the near term we're restricted to material that's already here. I have plenty of wire to finish the job but I'm going to come up short on posts. I think when the guys get here on the 3rd I'll have them dig up the 6" post we put in the ground and then didn't run wire to at the far end of the back fence after I found out we were short on hay and got in a hurry to get the job done. I want to use it and another one like it I bought for another purpose at the north end of the west fence and the west end of the north fence, then plant landscape timbers at appropriate intervals between them (about every 6 feet) to do the diagonal fence across the northwest corner in it's final form. After I get my big check I'll try to come up with a better count of how many posts and rails I need to finish the job and try not to need a rented truck more than one day.

It's been warmer than I would have preferred all week but we're supposed to get a thunderstorm as a cold front rolls through after bit and the temperatures for the next week are supposed to be 10 or 15 degrees cooler than the were this week. Maybe by the time it warms back up I'll be able to afford an air-conditioner for my room; I've lived through 4 summers without one but I didn't enjoy it.

I just looked at the weather.com radar and it looks like that storm's almost here. If I'm going to get in any lawn chair time anytime soon I'd better go do it now.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 25, 2008 at 09:55 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Thursday, 24 April 2008
 

Is that horse just messin' with us?

When my sister first looked out her window this morning Sunshine was in the barnlot, just standing there. When I got to the back yard a couple of hours later he'd moved to the very back southwest corner of the barnlot, just as far southwest as he could go without jumping a fence. When I asked him "Whatcha doin' hidin' back there?" he immediately turned and pranced out into the little pasture, made a quick left and pranced up the fence to just across from where I was standing, stuck his head over the fence, and stood there nickering and neighing till I walked over and rubbed his neck for a few minutes. I then walked farther north along the fence enroute to the mailbox and he walked through the gap where the gate used to be and remained in the north field for the duration of time I was out and about. An hour later my sister looked out and saw him back in the little field, just across from her bathroom window. When she finished her business she went out into the back yard, at which time he launched into his nickering and neighing "pay attention to me" routine again. She rubbed him a little bit then walked up the fence, at which time he moved back to the north field and watched her disappear around the northwest corner of the house to come back inside. Her theory, which I'm not ready to argue with her about, is that Sunshine has figured out that if he goes into the little field and stands around acting lost it won't take long for someone to come out to coax him back to the other field. Who's supposed to be training who here?

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 24, 2008 at 06:03 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Wednesday, 23 April 2008
 

Still around, just lazy (Updated)

I got my camera phone fixed. See?

I should have called tech support a lot sooner than I did; I was pretty much expecting them to have to send me a replacement and want the old one back but they fixed it by remote control. I guess if I can add airtime, or have them transfer the phone number and airtime from my TracFone to my new Net10 phone, without having to touch the phone I shouldn't be surprised they can change other settings for me remotely. I'm not as impressed with the picture quality as I'd hoped -- I definitely need something else as my primary grandkids camera -- but it's not too bad for those impromptu "I wish I had a camera with me" moments. BTW the phone is a Net10 Motorola W-375. I bought it because my sister and nephew are happy with theirs and now I'm happy with mine too. $80.00 including 5 hours of airtime, from the same people as TracFone.

As you can see, the fence my brother and I built for Dad 20+ years ago could stand some work. I'm going to salvage as many of the rails as I can from the north (left) end of it to fill in gaps farther south, then buy new rails for the north end of it.

My sister and I agreed yesterday to put off putting rails all the way down the north fence, a roughly $2,000 project, till we've seen how much some of the other things I want to do with my back settlement end up costing.  We also agreed that we want to cut diagonally across the northwest corner for purely aesthetic reasons, aside from the fact that corner's pretty swampy during rainy periods. It'll cost Sunshine 32 sq. ft. ([8**2]/2) of grazing space to do it that way but I don't think he'll starve because we did. We'll have decorative rails (which are also nice for little people to climb on so they can pet the horse more easily) the complete length of the west fence (the one you can see part of above), 8*(sqrt(2)) feet diagonally, then 8 or 16 feet east along the north fence. There will also be rails 8' west and south from the northeast corner of the field, then if I feel like I can afford it after some higher priority things are taken care of maybe we'll have the rest of the rails put on the north fence.

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I took a nap a little earlier but I still won't have any trouble going back to sleep after I finish my post-midnight news roundup. A big part of the reason I've been dragging all day is staying up late last night to grab some time on the family machine while no one else was using it. When I bought that big USB drive earlier this month I set it up as a network drive and mapped it as a logical drive on the family machine so my sister could move a bunch of pictures and music files to it. She wasn't confident she knew how to do that without losing something on the way so she ended up asking me to. I sat down at the family machine a couple of days ago and shared the folders in question so I'd be able to access them from my machine but for some reason when I actually tried to access them I got a message saying I didn't have permission. Accessing the USB drive from in there, on the other hand, worked fine, so I ended up spending enough time in there to move the things that needed moved. No big deal except for the need to stay up late to do it.

The gas station/convenience store where my sister's been working part time has been sold and will be re-opening May 1st as a Circle K station. As a result she was presented with a choice between working more hours per week than it makes sense for her to or resigning all together. She'll get her last check two days before I get my first monthly Social Security check and we'd been talking about her quitting to be here with Mom more anyway so I'm not too shook up about what happened. I'm just glad it didn't happen 6 months ago.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 23, 2008 at 05:07 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Monday, 21 April 2008
 

Shaken, not stirred

We're all OK, no harm done. I have some other things to do first but I'll add to this post later.

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I guess I was sitting at the computer when that little quake hit and didn't even realize what was happening. I had my hearing aid out so if it rattled dishes or anything I wouldn't have heard anything and I didn't feel my chair move; the only clue I had was that my flat screen monitor rocked back and forth for a couple of seconds and I thought at the time I was just having one of my occasional dizzy spells. The first clue I had was when my niece called from Alabama this morning to check on us.

It's probably just as well my crew didn't show up when I wanted them here last week. My bank has posted the same debit to my account twice and won't discuss the situation with us till the 2nd time moves from the "Pending Transactions" list to the History list; I think it's just wonderful that it can affect my Available Balance from the Pending list but they won't discuss items on that list with us. In the mean time until we get it straightened out I can't have the remaining things done on the fence that I want to have done this month.

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I just turned down an advertising contract that would have paid more up front than any ad I've run since I started blogging; it just didn't smell right. Maybe I misread the situation but it looked to me like the site the ad would have pointed to is selling questions and answers to be memorized to pass some certification tests I know my son in law busted his ass studying to pass the honest way.

I'm so sick of being broke, and so scared of ending up that way again, that I'm not sure I can work up any real enthusiasm for most of the things I've been saying I was going to spend money on when my big check gets here.

I sat outside half the afternoon arguing with myself about whether I really need a pretty rail fence across the front of the pasture. My best guess is I'm talking around $2,000 to build it and I really don't know if it's worth it.  I think I may just finish up the fence beside the house and run wooden rails the first 8 or 16 feet down the front, then settle for the wooden posts and woven wire that are already there for the rest of it. If I do that I'll still use wooden posts for the east fence and maybe put rails about 8 feet each direction from the northeast corner.

I've got to do something about the clutter in the kitchen and my room or I'll eventually get fed up with it and get my own place but I don't know if Mom can handle the commotion it's going to cause for a while to get the dining room I've been talking about added. I'll keep scratching my head for another solution, preferably one that costs less.

I've got to get back to having a car that's just mine but I keep changing my mind about replacing what I have now. Maybe just buying my sister something she likes so my car no longer needs to be "the family car" would satisfy me. I'll probably try that first and see if that's enough to satisfy me after a while.

There's no way I'm going to be satisfied with the situation out back without having a load of dirt hauled in and spread around the barnlot and some low spots in the little pasture. After seeing how muddy the barnlot gets I want it built up compared to what we have now and I want the shallow gully where water runs off of it down across the field filled in, if nothing else because it runs right under the only logical place to put a new barn.

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Sunday, 20 April 2008
 

Is it gonna shake again?; Update: Now I'm real confused

I'll post this quickly to record my hunch, then update it in a little bit.

***

Maybe there's another reason but Sunshine is in the little pasture again, standing on bare ground right across the fence, a fence with a four foot gap in it where a gate used to be, from a field with lots of nice green grass to munch on. The last two times that happened it turned out he was standing there waiting for the ground to shake; he spent the winter in that little field and apparently feels safer there. When he moves back to the new pasture I'll update this post to either say "false alarm" or "I was right."

I'm in a little better mood today; Chad's busy and it's still too wet to do part of what I want done anyway but at least it quit raining so I can get in some lawn chair time.  Kyle called to say he'd talked to Chad but Chad has an interview this afternoon; they'll get in touch when they identify a time they can both be here. Kyle also said Taylor's back in town so if Chad can't break free sometime soon I can have Kyle and Taylor do what I want done. (Taylor was half of the crew that fenced the little pasture last fall. Eric, the other half, is in jail for nearly killing Kyle.) Once I get my big check I have enough things I want done that I may have Brad, Chad, Kyle and Taylor all here working part of the time.

***

2:30 and I'm still wondering what that horse knows, or thinks he does, that I don't. It's nearly time for his daily corn and sweet feed; the bucket we pour it into hangs from the fence in the bigger field and it will be interesting to see if he comes to get it and how long he stays.

***

Now I'm good and confused. All indications recently have been that Sunshine is seeing much better than he was last fall but I'm not the least bit sure he didn't get stuck in the little field this morning because he couldn't find the gap in the fence. When I put corn and sweet feed in his feed bucket this afternoon he walked to the corner of the little field nearest the bucket and paced up and down the fence like he was trying to find his way through. I ended up having to go out into the field and put some feed from the bucket back in the coffee can I'd carried it from the garage in and use the coffee can to lead him into the big field. After he finished eating he stayed in the big field till he'd eaten his fill of grass, then made several galloping passes back and forth across it for no apparent reason except it felt good to be able to; on each pass he stopped just short enough of a fence to convince me he can still see fences, which still leaves me wondering why he couldn't find the gap in the fence between the fields. We'll watch him close for a day or two but I'm afraid I may have to move his water tub and mineral cube back to the barnlot a lot sooner than I wanted to -- it's still plenty muddy out there -- so I can tear down the short fence between where the gate used to be and the fence beside the house; the tub needs to be in a corner or he trips over it and tearing that fence down will eliminate the corner it's in now.

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Saturday, 19 April 2008
 

Cabin fever at the Circle F (Updated)

Too muddy and rainy to do anything on the fence project even if my crew was available. I managed to get in a few minutes in the back yard between showers but I've basically been stuck inside all day. I can't even go spend money on myself till we get my bank account straightened out. I let my sister's best friend's little girl give me cash and use my debit card to order a rather expensive doll off the web; the bank posted the transaction to my account the day it happened then, for some unknown reason, they added it to my "pending transactions" list again last night, which ties up that much of my available balance until we get it straightened out. There's enough left in the account and enough cash in my pocket that I'm not worried about making it through the month or anything but not enough that I'd feel good about any non-essential purchases till the matter's resolved.  I don't really need that cowboy hat and those boots yet anyway and buying some more guns to cling to will have to wait till I get my big back settlement either way.

I realized during my brief lawn chair session that I'm probably going to end up needing two swing sets. My grandson and my sisters grandkids are used to having one similar to this one, except without the seesaw, sitting under a tree they love to climb in the back yard so they can climb the ladder to the top of the slide and step from there to the lowest branch on the tree. The one that's out there now has one leg completely rusted through so the slide is the only part of it they were still able to use last fall, and even letting them do that worries me. I think I'll probably replace that one in early May and still go ahead and buy one of these, locally if I can or offline if I have to, after I get my big back settlement check. Kids can't have too many places to play.

***

I think being stuck inside like I have been most of the day must make me lazy and depressed. Right now I'm sitting here wondering whether I'll have the energy to do half of what I have planned after I get that back settlement check.

It finally quit raining so I could get in some more lawn chair time. I can't tell whether we got just the right amount of rain to give the seed I had spread yesterday a good start or so much most of it washed away. Hell, what do I know about reviving an overgrazed field? Damned little to tell the truth. I'm still not at all certain I won't end up having to have someone run a garden tiller over it, or maybe track down someone with a tractor and disk small enough to fit through a 12' gate to till it for me. I think all the "serious" farmers these days use big monster tractors that we wouldn't be able to get into the field; I wish I could get my hands on the old Alice I used to drive for my future father in law 40 years ago and the disk I used to pull. I may also need to find a way to get some topsoil hauled in in something small enough to fit through the gate. There are places in the barnlot and downhill from it that may never recover otherwise. Maybe I can have some dirt moved from part of the property that isn't inside the pasture to the barnlot; maybe down past the east fence between here and Wal-Mart.

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Friday, 18 April 2008
 

Horses CAN predict earthquakes!

Wabash Fault. Wabash Fault? I grew up 9 miles from the Wabash River but this is the first I've heard of anything being the Wabash's fault! Live and learn, I reckon.

I went out in the back yard to sit and "talk to Sunshine" a little after midnight last night and found him pacing back and forth in the little field I put all that money and effort into giving him an alternative to. Worried that maybe he was lost (remember he's almost blind) I walked out into the new pasture and called him, then walked through the open gate into the little pasture and rubbed him a couple of minutes and tried to get him to follow me back to the new pasture. No go; I finally gave up and went to bed. Four hours later the ground started shaking. When my sister got up to take Cordell to school he was still in the little field but by the time she took her older son to work an hour or so later he was back in the big field. While we were sitting at the kitchen table speculating that maybe he just felt safer in the little field where he spent the winter we got another very noticeable jolt; I immediately went outside to see how Sunshine had reacted and found him standing calmly in the middle of the little field again. The next time I find him out there at midnight we may all sleep outside.

I had Kyle spread a bunch of grass seed on the little pasture this afternoon. He'd been done about two hours when it started raining; so far we've had a gentle soaking rain for about 5 hours now without getting anything heavy enough to wash the seed away. Maybe my timing on having the field seeded will work out well. 

***

I just pulled my cell phone out of my pocket to check the battery status and found out I'd missed a call from Chad at about 11:30 this morning. I don't know what he was calling to say but I may have missed my chance to get that northwest corner fixed today by not realizing my phone was ringing. I had the phone in my pocket and it vibrates when it rights rings so I have no idea what happened. I'll try to call him tomorrow.

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Thursday, 17 April 2008
 

Another design change at the Circle F;
Update: Well Hell again!

I've spent more time in the back yard "talkin' to the horse" in the last 24 hours than any day since last fall, at least, and maybe more than any day ever. It seems like I just think clearer out there sometimes. A little bit ago I sat out there and figured out how one design change can solve two problems for me.

  1. I don't think the city ever admitted it but I know Daddy went to his grave convinced there was a leak in a city water line near that corner I had to have the guys cut across Tuesday. I know for a fact that area's soggy a lot of times when nothing else around is, soggy enough that I think it makes sense to permanently deny Sunshine access to that corner.
  1. I've been admiring a bigger version of this windmill at TSC for months, trying to think of a good place to put it.

Solution: Cut diagonally across that corner permanently and put my windmill out there where it will be easily visible from the highway.

I need to go talk to Sunshine a little longer then get some sleep.

***

I thought, per our discussion Tuesday evening, that Brad and Chad were coming back about noon today. As of 7:30P I still haven't seen them, heard from them, or been able to get either of them on the phone; I don't know whether to be worried or pissed off. Kyle, my nephew's friend and Brad's brother in law, is going to see what he can find out for me. He's also going to spread seed for me in the little field we moved Sunshine out of tomorrow afternoon; weather.com says it will probably rain tomorrow night and almost certainly will Saturday so maybe the timing will work out well. Everything's been done on the fence that absolutely has to be till well into the summer but there's a lot of tidying up I'd like to get done sooner than that if I can. Once I get my back settlement I'll have enough money to get the job finished whether Chad and Brad are available or not but they're good workers when they show up and I'd rather have them do a lot of it.

I may have to put off ordering the swingset for my grandkids till I get my big check to avoid a blowout with my sister. That probably makes more sense anyway since it's something not absolutely essential and if my check gets hung up in the works somehow I could end up wishing I hadn't bought it. To have it ready to go when I'd like to I guess I'll be gambling on being able to buy it locally, either in Vincennes or at the new store that's supposed to open next door in mid-May; I can rent a truck if I have to to get it home for less than Wal-Mart wants for shipping it to me anyway, and if Chad's still around I can have him bring it home for me for even less. At worst I won't have it when my grandson and my ex are here in late June but I can definitely have it when he and his parents come back Labor Day weekend.

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Wednesday, 16 April 2008
 

Stayin' busy at the Circle F (Updated)

I feel like I've almost earned the right to be worn out the last couple of days. Yesterday, before spending 8 hours supervising the fence construction project, I got the damaged lug bolts on my car replaced and got home in time to grab a cup of coffee before my crew got here, then today I'd been to town to get a bruised tire on my car replaced by about 11:00 and to Vincennes and back, to buy seed for the little pasture, by 2:00. Anyway, doesn't he look happy? Look ma, no rope!

I know it's hard to judge sizes and distances in pictures like these. That fence Sunshine's standing just this side of is about 120 feet from where I stood to take the picture and angles away from the fence at the bottom of the picture as it goes north (to your left). Here's a view looking toward the far corner from about the same spot. As another aide to judging the distances involved, I space posts every 8 feet when I build fence.

I liked it better when we didn't have such a clear view of the old Wal-Mart, and before they started building the new one.  The neighbor lost two big trees near that one just left of center in a wind storm last spring, then last fall CIPS cut two about where those power poles are now; all four them were already big when we moved here 51 years ago.

***

Ever watch a horse and a 10 year old play tag when the 10 year old isn't too sure what's going on? Cordell knocked a brush off the top of a fence post (where he shouldn't have left it to begin with) into the pasture, trotted about 100' up the fence to the gate, then back down to where the brush had landed. Sunshine followed right along on the other side of the fence on the way to the gate, then right on Cordell's heels back to where the brush landed, with Cordell looking the whole time like he wasn't at all sure Sunshine was going to stop when he did. No harm done but now Cordell knows not to run in the pasture unless he wants company close behind. Sunshine wouldn't deliberately hurt him for the world but if Cordell had tripped it could have been bad news.

***

I still need to do some thinking about my priorities before Brad and Chad get here tomorrow. I think I'm close to closing an advertising deal that will make a non-trivial difference in how much I can do before next month but I'm not going to count on the money till I actually have it. I think right now the thing that's bothering me the most is that northwest corner where we had to cut across at a diagonal due to the water in the field; I had the guys do a really sloppy job to save time so we could get Sunshine in the new pasture last night and I think I'm going to have them fix it tomorrow. It's supposed to rain Friday night and Saturday so I guess if time permits I should also have them redo the fence on the kennel side of the barnlot before it gets too muddy again. Other than that and moving some unused posts and wire to the backyard I'll probably consider the fence done until I get my big check. If I do get the ad money I'm hoping for there are plenty of other things I'd like to see done around here but if I don't they can wait till May. I need to hold on to a little bit of what I have left in case I end up having to replace another tire or something like that. I probably won't buy one till May be I'd like to hold enough money back so if it gets hot before then I can buy an air conditioner for my room, also; I have a window fan that I think will probably be all I need for the rest of this month but if it isn't I've had enough of not sleeping well because I'm too hot.

15 days till I get my last VA check, 16 till I get my my first monthly Social Security check, then if I don't do anything totally stupid we should be in good shape till I get my big back settlement check.

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Tuesday, 15 April 2008
 

Look, ma, no rope! ... or ... It's a fence!

A fence that leaves a lot to be desired, but a fence. Sunshine now has access to at least 80% of the north pasture he's been staring wistfully at for days weeks.  We had to fence diagonally across the northwest corner of the field because of all the rain we've had recently and I had a temporary fence built about 60 feet west of where I intend for the permanent east fence to be (to save time because we're almost out of hay) but at least now he has 24-hour access to fresh grass for the first time since winter set in. Maybe I can get some pictures posted soon. Right now I'm just exhausted.

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Monday, 14 April 2008
 

Well, hell! -- Update: Speaking of cutting corners ...

It's really starting to soak in today that life isn't going to be any bed of roses even after I get that big back-settlement check. I'm still gonna be spending a lot of time tired and bored; tired because of my health and bored because I'm too tired to get out and do much of anything. Maybe I can start spending more time on my blogging or something.

Today would have been a great day for working on the fence but it didn't turn out that way. Chad has classes until well into the afternoon on Mondays and I knew we wouldn't get eight hours in today. What I didn't expect was for Chad to have to go to the doctor after school because he picked up a major case of Poison Ivy clearing vines to make room to work on the fence last week. Brad called shortly after lunch to say they weren't coming over at all today but they'll be here fairly early in the day tomorrow. I'd had big hopes of getting Sunshine out into the big field tomorrow but that's looking sort of shaky right now. We should still get there by Wednesday barring any more surprises.

I'm going to have to invest some time tomorrow morning in getting my car road-worthy again. When I went to have a used tire put on it today we had to settle for three lug nuts on the wheel we put it on and one of those isn't going to go back on after the next time it's taken off. The guy at the station where I take it was going to get parts this afternoon so he can do what needs done tomorrow. I'm not sure yet but I think I may have another tire that needs replaced. Starting last week the car's been vibrating like it had a tire with a broken belt on it. I thought the tire I had replaced today, which I knew had been driven a ways without enough air in it, was the problem but the car still vibrated on the way home. If it's still doing it tomorrow afternoon I'll have to conclude I need another tire and start trying to figure out which one needs replaced. I could live with the vibration around town for a while if it comes to that but there's no way I'd take off for Evansville or Marion with it like that. After the work tomorrow morning getting the rest of the situation under control will become priority # 2, right behind getting the fence finished.

I need to spend some time just sitting in the yard thinking about what corners I'm willing to cut to get the fence done tomorrow instead of Wednesday. I think I'll go do that. If I'm going to have to have more work done after I get all of my money anyway it may make sense to plan on doing some things sloppy tomorrow and fixing them later.

***

Walked around a while and realized there's no way to do the job "right" and have Sunshine out into the bigger field any time within the next several days. The 6x6 post where the north and west fences are supposed to meet has been in the ground over a week and I can still wiggle it several degrees any direction I want to due to the ground in that corner still being so muddy. The only choice I have is to build a diagonal fence connecting a point about 16' south of that post  with a point about 8' east of it, then have the situation fixed when and if the ground ever dries out.

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Sunday, 13 April 2008
 

Frustration at the Circle F

If the weather'd held we could have had Sunshine out in the big field by now but thanks to rain yesterday and today the best we can hope for now is Tuesday. I walked out in the barnlot yesterday and realized there's more hay left than I'd thought; Sunshine tore the bale apart and scattered it so it doesn't look from the back yard like there's as much as there really is. He'll be fine till we can let him into the new pasture for good.

I have things I'd go shopping for if I was sure I could afford them but I think it's better for now to try to keep a pad in my bank account for unexpected expenses. I know that at best I'm going to have to buy a used tire tomorrow and at worst I may have to buy a new one; used tires for my car are hard to locate sometimes. ... I just called and verified that the Vincennes Wal-Mart sells and installs tires. If I can find a used tire somewhere in Lawrenceville or Bridgeport I'll go with that but I'm not repeating the process we went through the last time I need to replace a tire; I ended up buying a tire at a salvage yard in Vincennes and taking it to Bridgeport Marathon to be mounted and installed. I haven't liked how the car rides since I put it on and unless I can find a good used tire without going through all that I'll buy a new one. I'd already been planning to replace all four tires after I get my back settlement and I may just go ahead and replace that one now.

I broke the news to my nephew a little bit ago that he's probably not going to end up with a 22" monitor after all. I took a closer look at the desk it would be sitting on and there's no way to sit far enough back to be able to see the monitor easily and still be able to reach the keyboard. I can live with it in here till I can afford to replace it with something I like better then sell it on eBay. Other than being a little big I love the thing and won't hesitate to buy the 19" version of it when I have the money.

I'm back to leaning a little more in the direction of wanting a newer car when my ship comes in. There wasn't any realistic alternative to letting my sister drive the one I have now after my nephew blew the engine in hers, and if I wanted to keep peace in the family there wasn't any alternative to letting said nephew drive it. Alternatives or not,  it's showing a lot of wear and tear I didn't put on it. Whether I trade it or not I need to have the air conditioner fixed and put new tires on it; maybe after I do that I'll like it better and maybe I won't. If I do replace it I may change my mind about having to have a Chrysler/Dodge product. South Korea seems to be turning into the new Japan where cars are concerned and after driving that KIA last week and liking it I may at least look at KIAs and Hyundais.

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Saturday, 12 April 2008
 

Done planting posts, ready to start stringing wire;
Update: Rain Delay; Update: A new toy I didn't really need

Because of the hay situation I mentioned in that last post I decided yesterday to build the east fence about 50 or 60 feet west of where I want it in the long run. I also had steel t-posts put in the ground instead of wooden posts to save time. In June or so I'll have the north and back fences extended farther east than where we're stopping for now, build a new east fence with wooden posts and rails, then tear down the east fence we're building now.

We have all of the post for all of the fences in the ground and all of the wire we need in the front yard. If the weather cooperates Brad and Chad will be back in a few hours to start stringing wire. They think they can get all the wire up in one day but I'm going to be surprised and impressed if they do. The weather's looking iffy enough for the weekend (chilly with a good chance of rain) that if not for the hay situation I'd call a halt till Monday afternoon. Since we are so nearly out of hay I'll let the guys work as much of the weekend as they want to.

I guess Fight4TheRight and a friend of his are going to be here the first full weekend in June; here's hoping the weather cooperates and I have my big check in time so we can get some things done. My top priority for that weekend will be getting that swingset up for my grandson to play on later in the month but I may also put off fencing the rest of the east end of the pasture till they've come and gone so they can also do part of that if they want to.

***

Brad and Chad decided to take the day off due to the weather conditions. I can't really blame them; it's in the low 40s and threatening to rain. If it wasn't for the hay shortage I'd welcome the day off myself. I've had a new 22" flat screen monitor sitting on the floor by my computer desk since Tuesday afternoon; maybe I can get switched over to it later today.

***

I'm now using the new monitor but I'm not sure for how long. Using it's a little like sitting too close to the screen at the movies (That's why we always parked in the back row at the drive-in). I was already feeling bad enough about spending as much as I did on it before I had lots of money to spare and finding out I don't like it all that much just makes it worse. My nephew and brother in law both think they'd like it better than the one currently attached to the family machine and my sister says she's willing to try it in there. The smaller flat screen that's in there now will suit my needs just fine until I get my back settlement. When I get that I'm turning the computer I'm using now into the family machine and buying myself a laptop, then down the road a ways I may buy myself another flat screen to attach to it.

***

I think maybe I need a couple of these, or maybe these. The former, probably. We have a little field out back (I remember it as a garden 50 years ago) that we use for weenie-roasts several times a year. In the past all we've had in the way of a table was an old card table but I think it would be nice to have something more solid back there.

I wonder what it would cost me to build some sort of little gazebo in that area. Hmmm. 

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Friday, 11 April 2008
 

That changes some things

It sure was nice of everyone to give me so much warning that there might not be enough hay to last till I got the rest of the pasture fenced. From here out I obviously need to focus on getting the fence done as quickly as possible, even if it creates extra work and costs me money in the long run; we need to get Sunshine out into the big field as quickly as we possibly can.

If someone had told me even a week ago that there wasn't any more hay to be had I could have done some things differently to save time. The first thing that comes to mind is I could have built a temporary north fence, about 20 feet south of the one we're already well into building, using steel t-posts, which can be driven into the ground, rather than wooden posts, which require pre-dug holes. Then after I got the rest of my money I could have built a fence with wooden posts and rails right on the property line and torn the temporary fence down. That would have cost more in the long run but it would have saved two or three days in the short run. Too late now; we already have enough wooden posts in the ground that starting over would slow things down even more.

I guess for the next few days we concentrate on "quick," as opposed to "elegant," and figure on doing some touch-up work later.

It's quit raining and weather.com says it won't start again till tomorrow night. We won't be able to work Sunday do due to rain, Chad has class most of the day Monday but we should be able to get in 3 or 4 hours of fencing after he's done for the day, we should be able to get in at least 8 good hours Tuesday, Chad has class during the day Wednesday, then with a little luck we should be able to finish the job Thursday. There I go trusting that 10-day forecast again.

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Thursday, 10 April 2008
 

I got my wish, changing some plans

I was hoping for a good excuse not to build fence today and I got it. It's been raining on and off all day. I needed the rest but I'd have felt guilty about taking a day off without an excuse.

I thought I was done taking out payday loans -- the last time I did was in December -- but I looked the situation over and took one out today. It was looking like it might be a challenge getting the fence finished this month without more money after I pampered my inner geek a little more than I might should've ($390.54 at CompUSA.com) and some other things came up unexpectedly. With both a VA check and a Social Security check coming at the beginning of next month I was able to borrow a little over three times what I was able to the last time, enough that now I'm confident all we need now is decent weather to finish the fence.

I found out today that my ex and my grandson are going to be in this area for the last 10 days of June. That means my tentative plans to spend Father's Day in Ft Worth no longer makes sense; I'll have to decide when I'm not so tired whether to brave a trip down in July or August or wait till September. It also changes my deadline for having one of these in the back yard. If Fight4TheRight and his friend come down in early June like we've tentatively decided putting it together will be a good project for them.

My ex called while I was typing the above and said, among other things, there won't be any more hay till this fall; it was dry enough last summer that no one was able to grow as much as usual. That makes getting the fence done even more urgent than I already considered it to be and means we need to start giving Sunshine some lead-rope time in the big field as often as we can between now and when it's ready.

***

I just decided to reschedule my 4/15 appointment in Evansville back a week or two. Weather.com says that's going to be a perfect day for building fence, Chad gets out of class earlier on Tuesdays and Thursdays than he does MWF, and I don't want to lose a day of building fence.

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Wednesday, 09 April 2008
 

Maybe it'll rain tomorrow (Updated)

I'm back from Marion, totally exhausted. Maybe it'll rain tomorrow so I can take a day off.

I may have more to say after I've had some rest.

***

My blood pressure was lower this afternoon than it's been any time since before I got sick. 114/78. We'll  have to watch my potassium levels for a while but it looks like putting me back on HCTZ was the magic bullet.

I made the trip to Marion in a rented KIA Sportage; we rented it yesterday for my sister to have here while my car was gone for the day but I woke up this morning to a low tire on my car and not enough time to deal with it before I had to be on the road. Not a bad little car at all, other than the fact it doesn't go as far on a gallon of gas as I'd hoped. The trip was also a reminder of why my car needs a set of tires before I go any farther than Marion in it; I'd forgotten cars were supposed to ride that smooth. I'm running one used tire that doesn't match the other three and the car developed a vibration at any speed over about 60 the day we put it on. Unfortunately the car uses a tire size that makes it hard to find good used tires and new ones are going to have to wait till I get my big back settlement.

If I didn't feel so sorry for Sunshine being stuck in that muddy little field where he spent the winter I'd take a day off just to get some rest, but I do and I won't. Weather.com says we may not be able to work tomorrow anyway but they also said we were going to get a storm yesterday afternoon that didn't show up. Part of me's hoping they're right this time.

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Tuesday, 08 April 2008
 

Too tired to blog

Brad and Chad brought all but three rolls of my wire as they came over today and got almost all of the fence posts for the north fence properly planted.

My CompUSA order came today -- a flat screen monitor and USB hard drive -- but I haven't even opened the packages yet.

I'm worn out and have to be up early tomorrow to drive to Marion. I'll probably feel more like blogging another time.

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Progress, but I can't show you

I'm about ready to tell Net10 I want a refund on the camera phone I bought last month. I like it as a phone, even without the camera, but I've had repeated problems taking pictures with it and sending them to my email, which has me a little leery of trusting it as my only cell phone. For right now I'm carrying two phones, waiting for them to send me a SIM chip so I can transfer my number from the old one to the new one; I'm giving serious thought to just carrying two phones for the foreseeable future, the old one for incoming calls and the new one for outgoing calls. I guess I can afford to do that now.

Brad and Chad showed up about 5:30 yesterday afternoon with the rest of the posts I bought at Lowe's Saturday. We have now have both of the 6x6 end posts for the north fence in the ground and about a half dozen of the landscape timbers I'm using for line posts. This afternoon they're going to bring me at least part of what I've bought from TSC -- I'm not sure all of it will fit in the truck at once -- and plant some more posts if the weather permits. I have to take Wednesday off for a trip to Marion and Weather.com says we may not be able to get much done for about three or four days after that. Part of what needs done can be done with the ground wet -- I won't ask anyone to work when it's actually raining -- but there's already part of it we can't do till the ground's drier. We'll get there eventually, I guess. 

I've been trading emails with Fight4TheRight and it sounds now like he's going to come down the first weekend in June to learn about building fences and barns and swingsets. Blamed fool works indoors and thinks that sounds like a fun way to spend part of his vacation, would you believe? I'm looking forward to having him here whether we get any work done or not.

It feels wonderful to see some things start getting done around here, whether I'm up to doing them myself or not. "Engineer Bill" lives, whether he can do the heavy stuff himself or not. I feel more alive than I have anytime since we finished the little pasture last fall, if not longer than that. I'm useful again!

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 8, 2008 at 01:57 AM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Sunday, 06 April 2008
 

A good kind of tired again

Brad couldn't locate Kyle so he showed up with Chad, the friend whose truck he he'd said earlier he thought we might be able to borrow, in Chad's truck, and we ended up going after part of what I'd paid for yesterday at Lowe's. Only part of it because all of it would have been too heavy for the truck. Chad goes to school during the day on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays but gets out of class early enough that they're going to bring the rest of what I bought at Lowe's over tomorrow afternoon, then we'll meet at TSC at a yet to be determined time Tuesday to pick up some or all of what they're holding for me. Other than picking up things at Lowe's we also got the northwest corner post for Pasture 2 set and some of the old rails torn off the fence beside the house. We'll use rails from the north end of that fence to replace damaged or missing rails farther south, then use new rails from wherever we run out of old ones to the north end of the fence.

As it turns out, the new corner post is right on 20 feet from the north end of the existing fence. I haven't decided exactly where to put it yet but rather than planting a bunch of posts at other-than-eight-feet intervals I'm going to put a four foot wide gate between the front yard and the pasture; I just found a new home for the gate that currently connects Pasture 1 to Pasture 2. Funny how things fall together sometimes; my sister tells me she just realized this afternoon, before I mentioned that plan, that if we ever want to restrict Sunshine to just Pasture 2 we need a shorter path between the yard and Pasture 2 than walking from the back yard into the barnlot and through Pasture 1 to get to Pasture 2.

I need some downtime; maybe I'll ad to this post later, maybe I won't.

Contributed by Bill Faith on April 6, 2008 at 06:45 PM in Around our place | Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBack


Saturday, 05 April 2008
 

Tired, but in a good way (Updated)

I think walking on concrete, asphalt, etc must wear my legs out quicker than walking around in the pasture does. I definitely feel walked out for the day.

I now own enough posts, wire, etc to fence in the big pasture. I need to rent a truck, probably Monday, to haul it home in then we'll be in business. I have medical appointments on the 9th and 15th but other than that all we need now is good